I know you never meant to hurt me,
but i can't help the way feel
I want to be your friend forever
and our friendship to be real

i know in time i will learn to live
to get by without you there
but now that seems just so far off
the pain is so hard to bear.

inside it's love, yet i show only hate
hate not possibly true
i say things that i never mean
just to get at you

as if hurting you will compensate
for how i'm feeling now
i think if i was more mature
it would be better some how

i now i'm only a little kid
but my love is real, i know
i realise nothing can ever happen
but this i can't help but show

all the sadness and deep depression
when there really is no need
i wish that we could start all over
then my pain may be freed

I know it seems silly to everyone else
the way i'm acting about it
but this is really hard to cope with
the flame inside now lit

it burns a hole inside my soul
i've lost a part of me
and friendship is the only answer
the only way to be

i know i'll cope and will be stronger
for all that i've been through
some of it is self-inflicted
all for wanting you

but now i have begun the process
and i can see the light
miraculously i will reach the end
it is worth the fight!!!