What you mean to me

I close my eyes and I can feel you there
Caressing my face so soft and gently
And then those words are whispered again
"This has to stop" is said to me

I cry so much I could dehydrate
I love you, and God! It hurts me to
I don't think you understand how much
It hurts me not to be part of you

It's not your fault - yeah, I know that
If only things were different, right?
What bloody good is that? 'Cos they're not
That's only in my dreams at night

I love the way you laugh and smile
The way you walk, and speak to me
You treat me like a human being
We love each other, oh why can't it be?

But now it's stopped it will be better
Now I'll be able to live again
And I will have the fondest memories
Of how we used to be.

I know the truth - it could never happen
But I thought the impossible would be
I always dreamt of the two of us
Together, forever, just you and me

And now my dreams, they are destroyed
I realise how stupid I was
But I know I'll always remember just
How much in love I was

Thank you for what we could have had
Thank you for being there
You'll always be a part of me
Of this I am aware