I lay in my bed everyday not wanting to get up,
Thinking about how alone I am, drinking out my cup.
I have nobody to talk our show my feeling to,
Hopefully one day I will be reunited with you.
I do the dumbest things to make the time fly,
I wish this summer, would fuckin pass me by.
Things are getting better, but it still isn't right,
Imma go back to my daily routine and stay up the whole damn night.
I stay awake for hours, watching TV in the lonely dark,
Hoping that in VA I somehow left my mark.
Bored, staring out the wind, I look at a white dove,
I remember all my niggas and the people I dearly love,
I will come back again and we gonna chill all night,
I'll say wud up to everyone, even people I use to fight.
I miss everyone but there is nothing I can do,
Hopefully one day I will be reunited with u.
By Henock Beyen
July 2001