Grief...

The grief that surrounds me,
each and every day,
Is stopping me from moving on.
It's getting in the way.
I wish that i could go back,
Undo all the pain.
The grief is all consuming
And i struggle to stay sane.
My life goes on day after day,
Though I am not the same.
And I'm wondering if really...
It is me that is to blame?

09-10-03

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