I want to run away...20-09-03
I HAVE TO WATCH HER SLOWLY GROW
WITH EACH AND EVERY DAY
I MUST NOW WATCH HER AS SHE BLOOMS
NOT KNOWING WHAT TO SAY
I HAVE TO LISTEN TO HER PLANS
AND SMILE AND CHAT ALONG
AND ALL THE TIME I'M WONDERING
WHAT I DID THAT WAS SO WRONG?
I SHOULD BE GROWING WITH HER
WOULD BE BUYING BABY THINGS
I SHOULD BE 4 MONTHS PREGNANT
BUT GOD GAVE MY BABY WINGS
I MUST SOMEHOW STILL WEAR A SMILE
DISGUISE THE PAIN I FEEL
AND HIDE THE HURT I FEEL INSIDE
AND HOPE WITH TIME I'LL HEAL
THE TEARS THAT CAME FROM NOWHERE
ARE NOW FLOWING THICK AND FAST
MY DREAMS ARE ALL BUT SHATTERED
DYING SOMEWHERE IN MY PAST
AND AS SHE GROWS, SO WILL THE PAIN
MY HEARTACHE EVER GROWING
I SHOULD BE PREGNANT WITH HER
AND I SHOULD BY NOW BE SHOWING
I WANT THE PAIN TO DISSAPPEAR
TO LEAVE ME FOR A DAY
I HEAR HER LAUGH AND WANT TO CRY
I WANT TO RUN AWAY