Rainclouds
Thoughts come to consume me
And i cannot help but cry
Darkness is all i seem to see
Black clouds fill up the sky
The morning sun avoids me
Can't look me in the eye
It knows that i'm still angry
And still ask "why did you die?"
My shoulders feel so heavy
And my heart feels kinda weak
These memories are deadly
And I feel like such a freak
All hope i had is now all gone
Ripped from me, from my heart
I feel i should be moving on
But don't know where to start
My thoughts are soul destroying
Memories so full of pain
The pain i feel is blinding
And i fear I'll go insane
I long to heal this blackened heart
I long to deal with pain
I long to make a brand new start
With hope in life regained
The black clouds may stay with me
To remind me of my pain
And though they'll never set me free
I will learn to deal with rain12-09-03
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