First Time

First time and tension tastes of iced pepper
Moving to a command yet issued, committed untried
Untrained yet mindful of trains long thought
Love unquestioned and yet questions of love

Dreaming to be and do, the dream harder surely
A voice gentle, soft, a question asked of willing
A first answer easily nervous yet downcast with deference
Seeks approval questions still and stilled slow

Unbounded nerves bounding heart bound body
Questions once more abounding, keen and slow
Forwards thinking retiring actions natural yes natural
A place found within - without, a life at last of a life needed

First time, beginnings, tastes of allspice of all tastes
Smells of love and questions all answered in love
Feels of tenderness and firmly touched, held beholden
Sounds of obedience and lifes longing, to be a part, owned