God, I'm so tired!
my mind turning circles of despair,
so wrong in my life,
and yet temptations reach out to me.

Another shattered dream,
waiting in the darkness like a torch,
caught in the beam,
frozen on the wrong tracks to hope.
No turnings or stops.
Oblivion the terminus I used to despise,
now the obvious destination.

And should I allow myself the journey?
With unknowing passengers...

Or should I stay forever,
forever in the waiting room?