Lost in the office

Sometimes sitting, no reflection
drifting through time, no dream day
thought not invited and not crashed
a void of sound and nothing to say.
To do list filled with urgent fayre
deadlines are buried unmourned
screensavers saving nothing of use
now all the plaudits are pawned.
Sitting alone crowded out of the game
an island in traffic and gloom
waiting samaritan happenstance
to unlock the door to this room.
Surprising disaffection contradicts
to hold unused unknown cure
brightness a dimming memory
of light which I once was so sure